here is the life begin..

2.04.2013

Conversation at The Beatles Nite

Friday nite, I was just inform that we would not having trip to Puncak on Saturday. Because you need to do many things at home for your sister's wedding about two weeks from now. I was upset. I really wanna have a short trip (at least), with you before you go back to your city. That nite, you called me but seems that it didn't encourage me at all about my expectation of the trip. I asked you to come the next day.

Saturday afternoon, you came to my place. With smile as usual. You know I can't handle it, I can't even get mad or upset to you everytime I see your smile. And you brought me a white flower with chocolate. It's kind of old school compliment. But I like it. I always love what you did to bring back my smile. Eventhough finally I shared you the chocolate, it will always fun to share you anything I have.

After that, we had dinner with our fav menu. Great atmosphere and sofa, like I want to have a long conversation without end. But some people waiting for us to leave because they wanted to sit at the same spot as ours. Poor them, lol, I got the table first and the table next to us there was a family with five members, though we sat on the table for the same amount of customers. But it's okay, I don't care :D

After dinner, apparently there was a live music in the main stage of that area. It was BEATLES NITE. Wow, interesting and so lucky. I think it was a great timing. We sat on the long wood chair and enjoyed every song they sang. I layed on my head upon your shoulder, like some other couple did. But funny thing is, they who did the same thing as we did, are oldies... What a joke.

Nah, nah.. I mean.. it seems that our chemistry were similar to them who had a long journey of life together. That beautiful nite took us to long conversation about our own dream wedding. Mine, in my mind, there will be a lake and swimming pool, where people we love will feel happy as me and my partner. I will sing for them a special song for my special person. A very intimate small party. And yours, you had think about a place out of town, with fresh air and only people you and your partner know will attend the party.

And after this day... I am waiting for the day, that the conversation will be a discussion. About OUR big event in our life. And after that day... I will waiting for the day, that the discussion becoming real event. Someday...

1.21.2013

Sacrifice as a Price to Pay for a Bunch of Love

To be honest, it's not a big or good day in one side, but there's a big thing in another side. huge. something to learn. a thing called LOVE.

       Lately I have just figure it out, that Love comes free as a gift from God, but caused many things to my life.Ya, it's about the Love that I feel. But especially today, as I never expect before, I became a different person, because of Love.

       I believe, that Love is Understanding and Forgiving. However somebody you choose as a person who you loved must be somebody that you will understand and accept all the weaknesses inside him. The big or small things that could be the distortion of your relationship, you must be stand still, realize and with no complain to understand. He is only human as you, not perfect. It is about to fill the relationship among imperfection.

       Forgiving, is sometimes hard to do. I believe everybody had experience about this. But when Love comes over into your heart, Love will beat your ego. For whatever reason, Love will stay and apologize all mistakes did of your loved one. And for me, the reason is the Love itself.

Love give us peacefulness and calm us down our ego.
Can you imagine someone with big ego to be in a relationship and make it feels like the hell. By appreciating each other, you two will feel free as bird, to choose your direction to go.

Love is pure, love is honest. Love is God's creation. That is the reason you prefer not accept Love, than destroyed it it with bad habit and point of view. Don't be a backstabber and cheater for love if you did not ready for it. Love is just be as you are, no pretending, honest to your partner and yourself.

Love will never let yourself hurt your loved one and no hurting each other. If you still got menial appraisal of your partner, you definetely did not worth it to achieve a Love in your life. Love is about to take care of each other feeling. No matter what no matter how.

1.07.2013

New Years Classic Beauty

New Years Classic Beauty by oshin featuring giambattista valli

12.26.2012

Jumped Into The Future

Think about this..

I cook for you in the kitchen. You've waited for me in the living room while watching TV and play with your notebook. You smiled at me from across the room.

Occasionally you came to the kitchen, checking at me cooking, while hug me from the back and kissed my cheek.
(oh.. such a wonderful thing)

*Freeze*
That time...
I feel like I jumped into the future. Having my free time at home spending time cook for you, lazying and watching movie at the cinema. It makes me wondering about the future, how it would be. And in my mind, it would be as beautiful as I see that time. And.. it was surprising that I already familiar with the way it goes, and the way I enjoy all the time just to be with you.

Then...

I realize that I don't live in the future (yet). I will be living for it but not yet having all the things I had wondering in my mind. Gosh.
But however... It is true that spending time and sharing moments with someone I love, is the most beautiful thing in the world, that I never had before, with all the feeling I had today.

Jumped into the future, is fantastic. But the way I need to get back to the present, it is still struggling on our dreams... In the name of God, with love, faith and work hard, I believe we can work it out.