Last weekend, I went to a mall to find something as present. Last Saturday and Sunday I became a fulltime nanny for my kiddo.. haha.. nah, they are my niece and nephew, my sister's children. They're just like my own kids. I took them shower, feed them with my own hand, play with them til they got tired and sleep tight, to take them shower again, feed them again, and play again. Also that Saturday I went to the mall I took them with me with the car, drive by myself.
They were sleep on the way to the mall, and I need to woke them up after we arrived. Just after they finally wake up and walk to the mall, I met my old friend with her sister and brother in law. And they were surprised like, "Hey, are you taking them by yourself?" and I answered, "Yeah, being a nanny for my sis haha," I laugh.
"So, I think you already prepared to be a mom," her sis said.
"Haha... I am waiting, sis," I murmur. *waiting to be proposed* blarrrrraaaa taraaaa taraaaaa...
Gross..
Never ending story LOL
I resist to think more about it. There is always somebody, a close friend who always could healed me and calm me down everytime I started again to become a hard thinker. He always said, "In time, dear, in time.." sadly he is living far away from me. Then I actually living this and face all of this alone. I know. It is not the right time yet to let somebody to be a part of my life now. Not yet.
Hence, I am thinking about enjoy it and throw all the negative thinking. I were just enjoy being alive, breathe the free air and all the things has given to me. tsk.. tsk..
Back to the kids, I need to introduce my beautiful kiddos. My nephew is recently reach age 4, exactly at the beginning of this month. He grow so fast. And my niece is about 2,5 years old. She's beautiful with her cute smile and when he shows all of her teeth like that, I feel like I'm living in heaven and no need another thing to be worry about. Everytime I heard they got sick or something happend unwell, I feel sad about it. Oh this 'mom instinc' why you came early like this LOL. My niece is closer to me than her brother. I love the way she hug me tight when she feels....grrr... seems that she wanna bite me, eat me. So sweet that feels like I want to bite her also :P
After the mall, I took them to have meatball and chicken noodle for dinner. Bcz it was a rainy day, meatball with hot broth would be perfect. They were eat perky. I looove to see that :)
Funny that after we had dinner, I took them home, and when their mom asked them, "Are you already had dinner?" my nephew said, "Yes we have, with meatballs and chick noodle.." and my lil girl said, "Mitbolls" :))))
I love them so much.. :-* :-* :-*
