10.12.2011

your sweet words (IV)

07-10-2011 08:02:28
my dear...I hope I always could make ur light keep shining...Because I won't get tired to love you...cupps...

08-10-2011 00:01:31
I really want to smile hunny, but somehow my fear beat my happiness, coz I really don't want to lose you..In many ways..
But I will smile for you hun, I will always...

08-10-2011 00:39:33
I know there's nothing last forever, but it doesn't mean that I'm willing to lose u, because I don't..
Whatever u think, there's only four words, "I love you beby". gudnite

10-10-2011 07:03:37
I will always take care of your heart and I won't be tired of it...You'll never be alone because LOVE will always makes us to be closer, with no distance or limit..
I love you, love...keep smiling to the world...cuppss...

10-10-2011 08:25:38
I know there's no perfect life, neither is person...But I believe this is a perfect feeling that we have, so pure and tender. Our feeling has enlighten our relationship so it became a very extraordinary, it could unite us across place and time, always bring us closer everyday...I believe this is what we called with "LOVE"..."OUR LOVE"..."AJI N NDE's LOVE"...^^

10-10-2011 08:41:56
*sit next to you, hug n kiss ur head, and then I smile while my eyes starring at ur beautiful eyes...and said, "what an angel eyes I see, so beautiful u are darling"...

10-10-2011 09:01:18
Life wouldn't be so beautiful without ur smile hunny... I need it like a flower need a sunshine to blossom... I love u like a romeo loves juliet... :*

your sweet words (III)

a lil bit late to post this, but there are no word 'late' of posting sweet things...

30092011 06:45:07
Goodmorning my morning star, lets start the day with smile, ur smile is the sweetest thing I ever had *hug u so tight

30092011 07:01:05
Everyday was a nice day for me coz I always knew that ur love always brighten my day..I love you hunny..

30092011 23:35:13
I think it's not the words, but you hunny, u're the sweetest one for me;)

30092011 23:46:21
My teacher has taught me that the most simple is the most beautiful thing, n my most simple thing is loving you hunny, it is pure n unconditional..

01102011 00:46:22
God made this love, God gave this love, n God growth this love inside our heart, n it will everlasting.. We were chosen bu God coz we were meant to be together.. U n me..I love u my love..

01102011 17:12:11
I think we were meant to be together hun, somehow I believe we both have a goodwill in this relationship, n it's good to build a healthy relationship..

03102011 00:25:29
U know why there is fork? Becoz its purpose to complement the spoon..and so I am to you, I complements you n you too..That's what we meant to each other..When there's you, there's me. There is where the love supposed to be..inside us..I love you my hunny..

03102011 00:36:36
I'm so happy tonite coz I know that every kilometer I spend to come here is so worthed.. Just by seeing ur smile it makes me so happy.. Thank you hunny, u complete me..

04102011 00:15:50
I think miracle only come to people who ready for it..And the one who deserve to get a miracle must be someone really special.. just like u hunny...

04102011 07:17:16
Gudmorning my sweet hummingbird...TIme to welcome the day with your beautiful smile... :*

05102011 05:25:22
Goodmorning my sweet princess..Hug you tight and kiss ur forehead gently..
Cuuppss..I love you hunny, you're the one of the beautiful girl that God has ever create..

05102011 06:57:05
Coz u're so special hunny..U have to..I love you n this should be a special love for a special one...YOU

05102011 19:39:44
:)
I'M
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REALLY
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IN
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LOVE
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WITH
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NDE

06102011 05:10:2011
Gudmorning my sweet angel... *hug u tight from the back, n whispering "I love you hunny..."


10.04.2011

this date last year

Work all day long, my feet is hurt. Before the show is over, I ran out to change my wet clothes then walk to Dufan’s entry gate to meet him. It feels so long and far, because I can walk properly, my feet feels like so heavy and stiff.
            He sat in that stairs and waited for me for more than a half hour. When I came, he approached and parried me with a hug.
“You must be so tired…” he said softly while smile at me.
“Hmm, yes, my feet so hurt, I can’t feel it,” I answered.
“Huhu..poor you, my dear..”
            Then we continue the journey to get home. Ancol to Serpong. Ugh, I’m wondering why I should live in the boardland. Like no one would visit because it’s too far…
            But I’m so thankful that he would take me home tonite. I couldn’t believe it in the beginning. He must pass through hundreds of kilometers just about to take me home after I finished my job.

“I won’t let you go home by yourself. I don’t want to let bad things happen to you,” he said.

            Like I wanna cry of it. A happy tears.
         
After we arrived at my home, my little brother talked and having a conversation with him. I cleaned up my body, then joined them after it. While we having a conversation, he gave me a massage on my feet. And because of a strong winds, we move inside the house. Watching tv with my little brother, I layed my body on the mattress while he continue to give me a massage on my feet til I fell asleep.
            When I opened again my eyes, he still doing the same thing. I honestly never expected this before, this much. He had a long journey from Jogjakarta, picked up me at Ancol and take me home, plus give me a massage. The most pleasure thing is a warm hug he gave to me. I think that there are no words to define what I feel tonite. God, thanks for a great feeling, great moment, and a special person u gave to me.
            I remember this date last year. He picked up me in the same place. He took me home and we arrived at home in the middle of the night. Even he didn’t know me that well, maybe just about one month acquainted me. But since that time, we became closer to each other. And that time is the beginning of everything, I guess… That’s a blessed time, just like tonight. We were blessed, dear…

*sorry, bad english, hehe..*

10.03.2011

Yeyy, Saturday Night with You Again


You opened the gate and I met you there, in the garage, I saw your warm sweet smile. I am so happy to meet you again. Surprisingly, you gave me a white rose and a very tight warm hug. Gosh, I’m waiting for it. Like I can’t stop smiling since you arrived. So happy to meet you again.
            I always remember why you gave me white roses. I asked you wether you always gave your girlfriend roses. You said yes, you appreciated your past girlfriend by the different various of flowers.
“You’re just like a white rose,” you said.
            Well, I just believe that you always appreciate people and especially your special person in a good way. Whatever kind of rose you gave to me, I don’t care about it. Your way to take care of me, it express what your feeling, and also define your personality.
            Eventhough we didn’t meet for about a month, I never feel that we’re a far. The distance doesn’t make me lose my feeling. You make me believe that distance is not a barrier for us to keep having a great relationship.

In the past, I did not believe that distance could make me feel the same, makes us keep close to each other. Now I realize that it’s just about how the time indicate the right person to show me that it’s not right.

“Like I was here yesterday,” you said.
“Yes I feel the same. It’s just like the same and usual Saturday Night, when you always came to my home,”
“See? If our heart close to each other, then the distance is just doesn’t matter at all,”
            Yes, the distance is just a thing. I don’t care how far our body, as long as our heart always feel close, even it makes us closer than before. The most important thing is L.O.V.E, our love to each other.
            

9.27.2011

Your Sweet Words (Part III)

It's about 21 days without you beside me. But I know, we know, love will unite us. And I feel that it's a great week for me, that I found many sweet things from you.



22092011 01:31:29
I love you, with a love shall not die, till the sun grows cold, and the stars grow old..
Sleeptide my hunny..

22092011 08:55:07
I love you beby, 
yesterday, today, and tomorrow...

22092011 11:48:09
And you are sole proprietor of my heart..
U hold all the business inside me, regardless time or distance set us apart..

22092011 18:42:39
Yes I believe it's true, that u n me will find many beautiful things during this journey..

22092011 20:18:37
Iya sayaaang... My most important stuff is belong to you hunny.. ;) 

23092011 01:49:41
someday, every tears fallen from ur eyes will be paid with something priceless for us..
I cannot promise u anything but love, that I had for you will never be vanished...
There's only love now my dear, n love is the only thing that keeps us together..
I love you my hunny..

Forever yours,
Love


23092011 19:28:39
I know from the very first time, we will have a beautiful relationship..
Just like what we have now.. With love that we've been grown together..

25092011 00:09:33
Selamat tidur sayangkuu.. someday we will walking together in malioboro..
Just u n me..
Now lets make a sweetdream.. Muaachh..
Love you hunny..

25092011 20:57:11
And then I would say "you're so beautiful hunny, my sweet little angel.. Let the shine of your face gleam together.."

26092011 15:36:22
Sometimes we only think about what can love gives us, but we should think what we can give for love.. That should be honesty, heartiness, and give all of our strength for it..

26092011 15:53:09
I could hardly believe that I would find someone like you.. But now I love this fate n willing to pay for any risk that possibly come to me.. ;)

26092011 16:13:42
I love you my sweet girl..

26092011 16:19:23
There's no price I wont paid just to see you smile..

26092011 16:39:40
I wish I can make u smile in every step in your life.. Eventhough I must spend all my time just to see the light from ur sweet face..



9.26.2011

Your Sweet Words (Part II)

This is the second week you leave. We know that everything will be alright, eventhough there's about hundreds kilometers the distance between us. That's sweet that we always feel close to each other..


16092011 13:36:29
I will do my best hun, trust me.. Just like I trust my heart to you ;)

16092011 17:10:28
I LOVE YOU MY NDE...

17092011 00:45:02
Dear my princess.. You look so beautiful tonite with ur cute smile n shiny eyes, I hope I could see it everyday.. I love u hunny, I really do. Gudnite.. Cups.. Cups

17092011 17:37:53
:) I luv u hunny..
*whispering to ur ear

18092011 07:28:39
Gudmorning my sunshine.. Ur light is so bright n warm, just like ur heart is beautiful, n ur face so relieve for me..
bee luv hunny... :*

18092011 16:41:46
AJI SAYANG SEKALI SAMA NENDEN

18092011 18:22:10
:) it's such a pleasure for me dear.. I'll do everything to make u comfort hunny...

19092011 14:44:57
U'll always have my love hunny.. Anytime, anywhere.. I will always be with u.. :)


19092011 15:41:03
And the bee feel so happy to have a hunny like u ;)

19092011 18:13:39
Live a life together with u just like live in colorful world.. It's so wonderful hunny..

20092011 01:19:04
Just one day I met this girl, then I know her, she's unique, cute, n simple one..I realize that I'm in love with her, n today I feel so grateful that God has put her beside me.. I know I love her for a reason, n I will always love her no matter what..
I love you my sweet girl, 
I love you my Nde..

20092011 13:30:18
I feel great bcoz I hve u right next beside me  ;)

20092011 18:44:25
Hehe.. I think he loves u a lot, n always try to give his best for you

20092001 18:51:14
He always love u no matter what or how..
Coz u made him so in love with you... :)


20092011 19:33:54
And by our honesty, we will always find a way to LOVE.. Our heart will always find a way to each other.. N no doubt I found u inside my heart...
Love love love, there's only LOVE...

21092011 00:49:47
Gudnite my hunny.. Ur bee will always guide u wherever u go.. love u dear *kiss ur lips

21092011 06:55:24
Hello gudmorningg my sweety hunny... I love you my girl.. *kiss ur cheek

21092011 19:12:48
Hunny, somehow I understand ur feeling..But I just don't wanna make it as goodbye, n I want to make u believe that we can through all of this together, as long as we holding hands to each other.. ;)

21092011 19:40:10
I love you hunny..
even if I get lost someday, I will always find a way back into your heart..
Coz ur heart brighten my pathway ;)


Your Sweet Words (Part I)

Since the day you left, I save your every sweet words in my mind. Also I wrote it in this blog entry to remember, so I can read it again someday and smile, thankful that I have someone special like you...

07092011 17:22:08
hihihi...that would be so romantic with you beside me :)

07092011 17:33:05
n I whispered "I love you beby" to your ear

07092011 23:34:27
gudnite my hunny.. have a nice dream.. I'll see you in dreamworld.. 
*hug n kiss you.. i love you hun

09092011 05:04:47
good morning my lil angel.. hope u had a nice and beautiful dream last night.. I luv u hunny..
*warm hug for my beby

09092011 07:01:12
hoo you're so cute honey... :)

11092011 00:55:55
hmmm I already see u now...in my heart.. :) luv u too honey

11092011 06:47:43
gudmorning sunshine, n I will love u more than u loved me.. more n more until there's no space in this world..:)

12092011 01:10:25
hve a nice rest my lil angel..tomorrow will be brighter with a pure smile upon ur face, sun will rise as warm as ur heart..gudnite sweet angel..

12092011 23:12:11
hmm I think I will kiss u in dreamland.. I can't wait for it.. c u hunny..gnite my lovely love..

13092011 20:38:09
heheee peluk hangat jg utk pacarku yg manis dan cantik

14092011 00:18:12
And my sound of love will always hanging around u.. follow u wherever u go.. Even when u're on ur deep sleep, my love will warm u everynight :)
Love u hunny...

14092011 05:24:13
:).. let's go hunnyyy... I Love u so my sunshine...
14092011 17:12:45
Hooo...the only thing that I need to have sleeptide supposed to be seeing ur pretty smile.. ;)

15092011 05:31:23
Goodmorning my sweet butterfly, u're so beautiful with that early morning smile... cupss... :)

15092011 10:54:06
I like n love u just the way u are

15092011 11:04:17
I believe everything happend for a reason, we just hve to believe it's a good thing for both of us...

15092011 11:09:01
I cherish evey moment that we had together honey, n there's no regret of it.

15092011 11:53:39
I love u my hunnyy...

9.21.2011

There's No Goodbye, Only L.O.V.E

I remember the day before you go. We spent our day together just to hangout like usual, and did nothing afterall. Nothing special and no need to make it special. But that time 6.30 pm when you need to go. You gave me your last hug, the most tight one. And I've tried so hard not to cry. It was succesful in the beginning. But you already know me that I hate a separation, a wave goodbye...

You said to me, "You started to cry..." and I hided my face upon your shoulder.  Yes, I cried. But as you always do to make me feel composed. You told me not to cry. 
"Smileeee..." you said to me, while making a smile face.  But I still quiet. 
"Hey, honey...." you stared at my eyes and touch my cheek. "Listen to me.." I started to listen to your words.

"There's no goodbye, only LOVE..." you whispered, and hug me again. You gave me your smile again and keep staring at my eyes. And I smile in the end. 

 
I always remember what you've said to me. 
"To see your smile is a heaven. I feel like I don't need anything else..." it makes me feel so special. That I don't need to be anyone else. I just need to be me. And I have you who always make me smile and laugh of your jokes and sweet words. 

"And baby, remember this..." he stroke my hair and hold my hand, "The distance would never be a barrier for us. Because you know what...?"
"What?"
"Because you will always be in my heart..."

There's no goodbye, baby...only l.o.v.e



sincerely,
yours 




 

9.20.2011

summer = happy

in people's mind, summer usually reminds them about happy time. summer is the time for having a perfect holiday, spend their great time with family, friends, or person they loved. and this blog for me, is a place to share my happiness..a place for me to move on, to think about dreams, plans, and pleasure things. and now..

LET THE HAPPINESS BEGIN!