2.26.2013
Living The Dreams
I had a dream today...
I told you my short scene of the dream. A dream about a beautiful morning. And I shared to you my mind.
Wanna know what am I dreaming this morning? Nah, nah.. It's a secret I'll never tell (*remind me of tagline "gossip girl^^).
As I wrote on this blog previously, I want just to share smile laugh and happy here. And this is what I did with this post.
I send you a message and talked about I keep daydreaming about you, about us. Well it might be happen someday.
As I always expected.
To share dreams.. To living the dreams..
It is great when you have someone you need comes at the same time as someone you wanted. When you surprisingly have the same thought about many many things, even when it was not be spoken. If it often to be happen, I believe that the chemistry bring you two perfectly clicked.
I am kind of person a bit naive. I believe in God, I believe in True Love (which doesn't happend to some people), I believe in perfect chemistry, I believe that I will spend my life forever with someone 'the very special right one' that God will send to me, I believe that if I met that person I would be grow old together and still be romantic--holding hand until the old age.
It is hard to be objective when you fall in love, readers. I'm sorry I can't be objective. I am too much falling in love recently :D
But whatever your dream is, keep believe on it, chase it, don't stop. Live your dreams, and don't let it go. As if you found that special person, live your life with her/him, don't let go!
I told you my short scene of the dream. A dream about a beautiful morning. And I shared to you my mind.
As I wrote on this blog previously, I want just to share smile laugh and happy here. And this is what I did with this post.
I send you a message and talked about I keep daydreaming about you, about us. Well it might be happen someday.
As I always expected.
To share dreams.. To living the dreams..
It is great when you have someone you need comes at the same time as someone you wanted. When you surprisingly have the same thought about many many things, even when it was not be spoken. If it often to be happen, I believe that the chemistry bring you two perfectly clicked.
I am kind of person a bit naive. I believe in God, I believe in True Love (which doesn't happend to some people), I believe in perfect chemistry, I believe that I will spend my life forever with someone 'the very special right one' that God will send to me, I believe that if I met that person I would be grow old together and still be romantic--holding hand until the old age.
It is hard to be objective when you fall in love, readers. I'm sorry I can't be objective. I am too much falling in love recently :D
But whatever your dream is, keep believe on it, chase it, don't stop. Live your dreams, and don't let it go. As if you found that special person, live your life with her/him, don't let go!
Jelaousy You, Phourious People?
I found that some people might be got winced when I talk about LOVE. What's LOVE? And how it could happen to (lucky and blessed) people?
Basic on Wikipedia, love interpreted as below :
Love is an emotion of a strong affection and personal attachment.[1] Love is also said to be a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection —"the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another"
Love is a thing that most people couldn't describe in words. Because Love easier to feel, not to explained. As still on Wiki page about Love, it is wrote that : "This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, compared to other emotional states."
It's true then, and no wonder if people (and maybe incl. you) feel hard to explain the meaning of Love, because the word 'Love' can be applied to many things, wether it's Impersonal Love, Interpersonal Love, or determine by other views.
As I experienced, Interpersonal Love between man and woman, between me and someone from the opposite sex, is the biggest matter that helped me to describe what Love is.
Honestly, yeah.. it is also difficult for me to describe the meaning. But I will try...
Basic on Wikipedia, love interpreted as below :
Love is an emotion of a strong affection and personal attachment.[1] Love is also said to be a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection —"the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another"
Love is a thing that most people couldn't describe in words. Because Love easier to feel, not to explained. As still on Wiki page about Love, it is wrote that : "This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, compared to other emotional states."
It's true then, and no wonder if people (and maybe incl. you) feel hard to explain the meaning of Love, because the word 'Love' can be applied to many things, wether it's Impersonal Love, Interpersonal Love, or determine by other views.
As I experienced, Interpersonal Love between man and woman, between me and someone from the opposite sex, is the biggest matter that helped me to describe what Love is.
Honestly, yeah.. it is also difficult for me to describe the meaning. But I will try...
Love is when you stare at you lover eyes, you can feel whole, you can smile to each other without any words to say.
Even when you're separated by over than hundreds or thousands miles distance, you can still feel how he/she stare at your eyes and you were smile because of it.
Love is to take care each other, both feeling and all matters between you two.
Love is when you can feel the 'perfect chemistry' in all ocassion. Every second full of passion and always attached to your lover.
Love balanced your life. It is to take and give all each other's good and weaknesses.
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| LOVE is Everything |
Hmm.. what else..
Too much I feel inside. These two years I had felt all : Laugh, cry, upset and smile. This is how I told you Love balanced my life. Because however, love can bring you smile and tears. Eventhough we were in love, it doesn't mean that we should or will be at laugh everyday. Thing is, how Love could get you back, bring the spirit back after tears or upset. Everytime you feel upset of bad things happend, however Love will encourage you, by your mate's effort, or by Love itself.
But everytime I showed my feeling, expressed it on media, I feel that some people, the readers, followers 'complained' that maybe I talked too much about it. THOUGH, they actually don't have a rights to restrict my feeling and how I express in all matters. Everybody have a right to be happy, isn't it?
Just like years ago, I though that I was in Love, and I hurted by someone I trusted that I told everything about him, and I feel like wounded by the complicated situation. However, it was true that everyone has their own right to chase their happiness. I didn't doubt it. At all. That is why I never blame the persons. Just the condition that didn't take side on me. *I will definetely never forget this phase. Because I learned a lot*
And what happend now...?
I feel soooooooooooooooo much grateful of God's Love, that He gave me much happiness since I met this new guy, my recent mate. Everytime I close to him, I feel whole, happy, happy and happy in every second we had. It was like... God gave me a great, huge, biggest gift in my life, much smiles, to replace all tears I had in my past. It is true that God is Fair for everything happen in this world. After the rain, rainbow finally comes.
But don't blame Him if you didn't get your happiness (yet). It is all depends on you. Happiness is an option. You're the one who choose to be happy or not. And I never suggest you to jealous, envy, skeptical about what other's had in their life. It will just hurt yourself, unconsciously. *please take your note, lol*
2.25.2013
2.22.2013
Friday I'm in Love
Last night, we had a long conversation. About many things. About us. About your sister's wedding. About some people interested to you within the ceremony and the reception.
I was there, shake hands to all persons at dais on which the bridal couple sits, kiss cheek to cheek with your momma and you who stand next to her. Wore traditional outfit, you look awesome. I was jus admired you from a far, looking for your gestures.
My heart said, Oh Gosh thank you that I won his heart, that guy standing there, gleamed by the lights, made him look... (I was just speechles)
I can say it by the words how I feel so proud of him. How I feel proud of his personality. How I feel proud to be with him. I am so thankful for everything I have and all memories we had. Our mind has blended, and destiny made us to meet, made us to be a perfect match. Though in a real world there is no perfect thing. But I can say.., and we said... That we have been IN LOVE. Since the first day we're together, until now... And maybe for a hundred or thousand years to come (*this is how someone in love usually share their feeling lol*)
To be IN LOVE. Is such a great thing that I never feel before. I mean, this way, the way we feel to each other. I think, and we thought that not every couple could feel the same. The chemistry, the dreams, the sights to each other, and the way we feel to each other.
I think I'm in Love. Such a great friday.
FRIDAY I'm IN LOVE^^
I was there, shake hands to all persons at dais on which the bridal couple sits, kiss cheek to cheek with your momma and you who stand next to her. Wore traditional outfit, you look awesome. I was jus admired you from a far, looking for your gestures.
My heart said, Oh Gosh thank you that I won his heart, that guy standing there, gleamed by the lights, made him look... (I was just speechles)
I can say it by the words how I feel so proud of him. How I feel proud of his personality. How I feel proud to be with him. I am so thankful for everything I have and all memories we had. Our mind has blended, and destiny made us to meet, made us to be a perfect match. Though in a real world there is no perfect thing. But I can say.., and we said... That we have been IN LOVE. Since the first day we're together, until now... And maybe for a hundred or thousand years to come (*this is how someone in love usually share their feeling lol*)
To be IN LOVE. Is such a great thing that I never feel before. I mean, this way, the way we feel to each other. I think, and we thought that not every couple could feel the same. The chemistry, the dreams, the sights to each other, and the way we feel to each other.
I think I'm in Love. Such a great friday.
FRIDAY I'm IN LOVE^^
2.21.2013
One Special Thing - Unknown Premonition
About July 15 2010..
I met this guy in my workplace. This is my first day, on Monday. I walked with another employee from main office to my office (subsidiary comp) and one HR person. After I arrived, I met the managing director, finance team, and redactional team, and the last is account executive team. The guy who walked with me to this office also a part of the division. There, I met another account executive guy. The another (supervisor) is a woman and I didn't met her that day.
This guy I met at office, named Mr. A when we shaked hands, sat on his chair on the corner, another AE guy sat in the middle and me, sat on the supervisor's chair, because I have nothing to do since it's my first day I still don't know what to do.
At the very first time, Mr. A who wore a glasses and casual outfit, catched my eyes without any reason. At the first sight, I don't know why myself curious about his eyes behind the glasses. Hey, even this is my first day and he will be one of my partner at work later. I remember he wore a grey t-shirt and jeans, worked for a timeline job with Microsoft XL on his screen. He placed his BATMAN helmet upon the CPU.
Then I left the AE division's cubicle and get back to my desk, only for browsing some kind of stuff (I don't remember what is it).
That day memory, for whatever reason, always stay on my mind for almost 3 years later. Was it Love at First Sight? I never know. The important thing is, whenever that moment flashes in my mind, it always makes me thankful for the "unknown premonition" God has send to me. It is "One Special Thing" made a beautiful experience, that will remind for my whole life, because it never happend to me before, and I hope it will never happend to another person. Because that person became a great man until now, always stay in my mind everyday^^
I met this guy in my workplace. This is my first day, on Monday. I walked with another employee from main office to my office (subsidiary comp) and one HR person. After I arrived, I met the managing director, finance team, and redactional team, and the last is account executive team. The guy who walked with me to this office also a part of the division. There, I met another account executive guy. The another (supervisor) is a woman and I didn't met her that day.
This guy I met at office, named Mr. A when we shaked hands, sat on his chair on the corner, another AE guy sat in the middle and me, sat on the supervisor's chair, because I have nothing to do since it's my first day I still don't know what to do.
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| Was It Love at First Sight? I never know.. |
Then I left the AE division's cubicle and get back to my desk, only for browsing some kind of stuff (I don't remember what is it).
That day memory, for whatever reason, always stay on my mind for almost 3 years later. Was it Love at First Sight? I never know. The important thing is, whenever that moment flashes in my mind, it always makes me thankful for the "unknown premonition" God has send to me. It is "One Special Thing" made a beautiful experience, that will remind for my whole life, because it never happend to me before, and I hope it will never happend to another person. Because that person became a great man until now, always stay in my mind everyday^^
2.18.2013
I'm Broken Because of Missing You (Too Much)
I'm broken.
Alone.
And all I feel is missing you...
I miss all of our habits like we used to be.
And lately, I was just losing it, though I missed for it so much.
I feel like hungry, thirsty, of all our conversation when I could tell all my feeling and thinking to you.
But now I just can't......
2.15.2013
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