12.26.2012

Jumped Into The Future

Think about this..

I cook for you in the kitchen. You've waited for me in the living room while watching TV and play with your notebook. You smiled at me from across the room. 

Occasionally you came to the kitchen, checking at me cooking, while hug me from the back and kissed my cheek.
(oh.. such a wonderful thing)

*Freeze*
That time...
I feel like I jumped into the future. Having my free time at home spending time cook for you, lazying and watching movie at the cinema. It makes me wondering about the future, how it would be. And in my mind, it would be as beautiful as I see that time. And.. it was surprising that I already familiar with the way it goes, and the way I enjoy all the time just to be with you. 

Then...

I realize that I don't live in the future (yet). I will be living for it but not yet having all the things I had wondering in my mind. Gosh.
But however... It is true that spending time and sharing moments with someone I love, is the most beautiful thing in the world, that I never had before, with all the feeling I had today.

Jumped into the future, is fantastic. But the way I need to get back to the present, it is still struggling on our dreams... In the name of God, with love, faith and work hard, I believe we can work it out.



12.20.2012

Merry Winter Christmas

Merry Winter Christmas

Let It Flow, Let It Grow, Let It Glow

I started this by November 2010.  I enjoyed every single moment since then. I talk, I walk, I tell what I want and share many things. And I presents this blog to express my feeling this two years. Mostly I wrote about happiness. And it is exactly the feeling I mostly had in entire story. 

I never feel hurt, sad, and broken as I felt in previous relationships. So I have been thinking that I found the right person to share laugh and precious memories. Fortunately, we never had bad-stupid arguments that hurt each other feeling. 

And this half year behind, we were separated by the space and time. But I don't know how it can be easier more than before. Still, we can feel close to each other. Thanks God it never happend to me. So thankful of my partner, I will never let it go, because I believe I will never find the same quality as he had. 

WE STARTED, LET IT FLOW, and LET IT GROW until the time show the best part of it to come again and again ahead. Let it Glow just like the diamonds and shine like... forever. Hope so..

2012 will be end. And I started to write again..

For a long time I stop writing. I feel there was nothing inspired me to write, though I have more than one blog accounts. I had stop to write on my wordpress account since 2008, and I left my multiply account because lately there is more people use the blogsite as their online store, sell many things, the site became such as junk for me. So here it is, I write again in my blogger. Think that it's the best place to tell many stories I had in late half year. 

And life has continued... I live my life again....